I've never been good with commitment. I've never been able to stick things out and that's not due to a lack of motivation but just through a lack of trying. I quit dancing, playing various musical instruments, and various clubs. I've never done anything significant.
I've spent my life stuck in a routine. Wake up, go to school, go home, eat, go to work, go home, sleep. An endless cycle of nothingness and I can't seem to escape it. Enough is enough and it's time things changed. I want to write, I want to act, I want to do well in school and I want to be happy in myself.
I'm going to make this happen and, though it may take a while, it's going to be significant.